Going, going...gone.

Going, going...Gone.

So there you are;
that smile kills me now.
Even though those eyes
have lied
And even though it was
you i couldn't find

the other day, i need of
a "friend", i turned to find
an empty space that whispered
your name.

Was i silly to think,
that in a breath of loneliness
you could be here to hold
me, the person begging to be

*that* thought in your mind?
oh and the hand on your sleeve, yes.
"Ignorance is bliss", not when its you
i don't know.
Don't turn away, I just DARE
you to hang up.

Word count "sorry" in your mumbles
I'm scared what to find...
...in your future, or so its called.
Funny that, you make me
feel stupid, 'cos your the one

in s**t now, aren't you friend?
Don't look behind, look into
these eyes and I'll scorch your
liver,
No heart to burn you thoughtless b*st*rd.

Phone calls at three am
aren't as fun as they sound.
The anger in your voice does nothing
'cept makes these cold fingers shake.

So you're going away, huh?

Nice to know your
f**king off.

And yet you'll dismiss
this as a childish phase,
as you pour a drink
for those 'mates' to share.

And you'll laugh me off
so you can bear the thought
of me, wrapped around him.
I'm not surprised your mouths
still moving, but its too late now.

And even after the clock strikes
three, I'll be in bed, with him
kissing me, you'll heave a sigh
to fuel another f**king lie.

I saw that girl today, the one you
f**ked, yeah behind 'ledge' next
to her throwing up, I smiled, relief
I guess came to mind as she
sat down, looking around only
to see that your already a mile behind.