Your future starts years before mine,
and your dreams take you far away,
a country's width from me.
I just wanted to be your special someone,
but the chemistry between us is tainted,
mixed with bad history and temptations.
When ever I try to be closer
you turn from me and you need me,
more than physically I know.
There's no method for me to move on.
Drowning in lyrics written by the experienced,
drinking, turning emotions bitterly numb just
they just don't help me anymore.
I hope you know I'm going to miss you
and I'll always want to be there
but promises aren't for me and
commitment probably means nothing to you.
I just wanted to be your special someone,
but fate's between us and it's not time.
