I've Lost Myself

I've lost myself, Out of touch, Out of mind, Nowhere to go, Nothing to find, Alone in the world, Afraid in the dark, Caught in the vine, Tangled in thought, Trapped by pride, Too dumb to forget, Too blind to foresee, All the friends I have lost because of pure stupidity, My heart is black, Blood of ice, Can't feel this pain, Can't hear a sound, I close my eyes before I hit the ground.