I can't help but look in the past.
Why,
No idea.
Do you care,
No never did.
Why is something so simple,
can turn to something so bad?
Yes you ditched me for no reason.
Yes, you ignored all my calls.
Especially when I needed you the most..
You knew!!
You knew I had depression
You knew that no one else knew.
So why turn your back when knowing my now ex did it also?
Still,
I could of at least got a sorry from you.
Now you totally ignore me like I'm invisible.
I loved you like a sister.
You were my best friend.
My only friend.
The person I can really depend on!!
And trusted
Now I'm a loner.
I have felt so alone.
So cold inside.
Like no warmth will come.
No warmth..
It is sort of like a little kid asking for help on something so simple.
Like getting a piece of candy.
To a tissue
But you just yell go get it yourself.
Or as in adult terms.
I needed a person to talk to when i was depressed.
All sort of emotions.
I felt like there will be no end.
There is no end!!
I felt like no end to the pain I'm feeling.
You couldn't find time to talk to me.
Or feel like talking to me
Even when I was sick and depressed!
I just collapsed and cried.
I got worse.
Huge fever that night.
Who to trust?
Who to hang out with without getting hurt?
Sure she was my friend.
Sure, she was a sister.
But the pain was unbearable.
You just should of said to me that you didn't want to hang out with a depressed person.
You should of said that I'm not good enough to be your friend.
That would of been better!!
So screw best friends till the end eh?
Friends never last forever...
I think I learn that over time..
With you,
You just made it a fact
Thanks....
