Strength...

Every time you hear me laughing
The more I'm crying inside
Every time you see me smile
The more im trying to hide

I no longer wish for the strength to live
I simply wish for the strength to die
I don't think you'll ever realise
How close I am to my demise

If you cant give me the strength
Give me just one more thing
Give me a reason to live
I need the hope you may bring

If not say goodbye to my life
Because there is no point trying
There is only one thing that makes sense
And that thing is dying