Beautiful Now

Am I beautiful now that I'm dead? Covered in your blood. Do you think of me now that I'm out of your sight? Am I good enough now that I'm out of your way? Surrounded in your pain. Do you wish you had told me the truth, before tonight? Am I your best friend now that I'm all alone? Closed in your lies. Do you wish I were there with you saying " I'm all right"? Am I what you want now that I'm gone? Buried in your goodbyes. Am I smart enough now that I'm brainless? Suffocated in your thoughts. Am I lovable now that I'm heart broken? Drowning in your love. Am I angelic enough now that I'm above the sky's. Falling into your cries. Do you want me to walk through that door and hug you? Do you want me to come back and love you? Do you miss me now that I'm not around? Do you wish you wouldn't have put me down. But I guess I'm still not beautiful now.

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