This pain inside
I cannot describe
it bleeds through my veins
while this pain remains
I'm growing cold
I have no control
let go and let your skin unfold
underneath my gray cold skin
lays my secrets within
I walk through my doors
a bloody knife upon the floor
surrounded by walls of four
waiting for me to pick it up and risk my life once more
save me when I'm alive
because you won't know the distance when I die
and when I arrive in heaven
my heart will be taken
no longer will it bleed
when someone tries to break it
this pain bleeds through my veins
this strength of mine regains
this pain I cannot explain.