Unable To Love

I want to feel more than just this pain.
I want to feel the rain slowly falling on my face.
I'm tired of being the pretender.
I can't beat this so I surrender.
I can't breathe because the lies are too thick
I can't see but I know I hate it.
Get me out of this life I live in.

I want to love more than just my razor blade
I want to be known for more than just insane.
I'm tired of being alone.
Living this lie carved in brick and stone.
I can't breathe with my heart in parts.
I can't see with my soul in the dark.
I can't end if I never start.

I want to be more than just a cut.
I want to have more than just bad luck.
I'm tired pg the name calling.
I can't win this game, now I'm falling.
I can't breathe with my faith closed.
I can't see after my love froze
I can't walk through the locked door.
Unable To Love