Noone Left For Me to Be

I'm feeling depressed,
Oh so morbid.
If only I could die,
Just for one moment.
How can you feel so empty,
But be so full of pain?
How can you pretend to be normal
When inside you're going insane?
Why do I feel these feelings
Of such depression?
This anger inside
Turned to utter aggression?
If only I could choke myself -
Choke all this sh*t away.
Choke myself so hard
That everything will fade.
Fade into darkness,
Leading to death.
Fading to emptiness,
Till nothing is left.
Not a sight
Left to see.
Not a breath
Left to breathe.
None left
For me to be.
Nothing left
In this world for me.

07 February 2005