Every morning upon my stirring... i feel a little more distance between us. that bond that only we shared feels less strong today.
you used to know how i felt at any moment yet now you don't i can still guess when something is wrong but thats only because i pay attention.
you still don't see what is happening to us. its been a month since we spent time together. doesn't that tell you something? talking to you doesn't seem so easy anymore.
there was a time where i never hesitated to confide in you. every day i question what remains of our friendship. we've always been close. but i don't see you having the time for me.
you claim to need me but we only talk when i ring you. you're never on line. so how can you need me you have him, you have your school friends and teachers and your co workers and your family but i don't see the time in there for me.
i put so much effort into keeping our friendship together...but it seems to me that sometimes you don't care... even though you claim that you would die without me... funny I'm losing grip and feel like I've lost everything that i live for, so i feel like i am dying. i feel like your not there as you swore to be.
friends forever...such a short forever wouldn't you say? i cant hold this friendship together so letting go is all i have left and its hell to say it but its better than feeling neglected and unwanted by your best friend, whom has seemed like your sister for so long.
if you say that you cant live without me well you can rescue our friendship because i quit. i don't want to be the only one to keep our friendship running if its not gonna get me anything but pain. so its all up to you now. I've had it. i cant take the heartache. let me know if we're gonna stay friends or not so i know whether to live or die be happy or sad.
