Disgrace...

You do not see the trueness of me,
Because I hide the person you should see.

I hide the pain, I hide the tears,
I hide the past, I hide my fears.

Do you wish to see my tormenting life?
Do you want to see that blood thirsty knife?

So much for a brightening new year,
It just reminds me of death growing near.

My ugly broken face,
The looks in disgrace,
The pale unurtured skin,
The dizziness makes me spin.

I don't what to do,
I don't know what to say to you,
And because of this,
I feel in complete utter disgrace!