And the tears I cry
Before I lay my head down to sleep,
The things I think of
That make me want to stop and weep,
I look around at the giant posters
That I have of you,
And I look them straight in the eye
And ask you what to do,
There are only so many times
That I can stop to wonder why,
Because I'm losing time,
And I'm ready to die.
But then I close my eyes,
And I think of you,
And I pretend that youâ??re
Here next to me,
And with a slow sigh,
I look to my side,
And I begin
To weep.
Because inside my head,
I can hear your voice,
And I wish I were dead,
But I have no choice,
I stay alive for you,
And the hopes that I will
See you again,
I close my eyes for you,
And I wait for
My subtle end.
When I talk to you,
It's like heaven on earth,
And I realize just how
Much you are worth,
The phone shakes in my hands,
I shiver with the thought,
That I would ever have to leave,
You here to rot.
And then I shut my eyes,
And I wait for you,
Because I know that you
Will see me through,
I hold you close,
In my arms tonight,
Because I can hear your voice
And it feels so right,
Yeah,
I can hear your voice,
And I give up without a fight,
You tell me what to do,
And I will know that you are right,
Give me a box of decisions
And I'll make but just one choice,
Because no matter what they tell me,
I'll live on to hear your voice.
