Inside my Head

I promised myself
Life over death
But at the end of the day
Really what is left?

Its been another sh i tty day
Another sh i tty mood
I don't want to be a b i tch
I'm sorry when If I've been rude

But I don't know how much more
Of this I can take
I'm starting to wish again
To sleep and never wake

I don't want to die
Don't get me wrong
I just don't want to be where I am
I'm unable to be strong

Wishing for another life
Is not how I want to live
And god help me
I don't have much to give

I feel alone
And out of place
And now I'm thinking
I'm just a waste of space

But I'm not going to give up
I'll wake up again tomorrow
Hoping for a better day
To be rid of this sorrow

One day I'll die.
One day I'll be dead
But until that day
I'll work it out inside my head.