Curious

I wonder what it would be like
With you in my life
Friends until the end
Never to have charges
Minds left empty
To keep a smile
Filled with anger
And the long to hate you
Arguments continued
Moments last longer
Sitting in parking lots
Curious of your acts
If moments never happened
And incidents hadn't occurred
Would it of worked out
I can't't help, but remember
The fun we used to have
Before all of the non-sense
Caused it to end
I miss who I thought you were
Not who you are
I wish I could truly hate you
But I can't bring myself to it
I have hope that you'll change
And make some girl happy
Keep your life on track
And never look back
For memories hurt most
But I can't forgive
What you did to me
But I wonder
Where I'd be
If we were friends
Until the end