Love Hidden, Once Again

I saw you look at me today,
stare at my lips like in the past.
I don't know what you think this is
a game to see who gives in last?

I thought we tried this once before,
I remember.. you broke my heart.
But you didn't even notice me
crying and falling apart.

I tried to make it work for us,
but I guess you had another plan.
You didn't show me that you loved me,
I cried too hard, and then I ran.

I ran from you,
I ran from me,
from the whole world
so no one could see.

How much you hurt me,
and continue to remind me,
of how much I still love you,
and I know you still love me.

You look at me with longing,
you smile at me like old times.
You use any excuse to touch me again,
say all of your old pick up lines.

You tell your friends that I'm attached,
and ya know, I know you're right.
but I have to move on with my life,
cuz you no longer held me tight.

You have no idea how lonely I was,
without you after that last fight.
How could you let it go one for weeks,
I stayed up and cried every night.

The letter of goodbye, I wrote to you
crumpled in my shaky hand,
I have loved you since the day we met,
when you were just a friend.