The Wishes of a Lonely One.

I don't know what to say to you,
but what's the poitn anyways?
You never truly existed to anyone;
just a figment of my imagination,
to ruin me for the rest of my days.

You've left me deep in thought,
and I feel I have nowhere to go,
nowhere but here, to think and rot,
of things that cannot be said;
of things no one could ever know.

Maybe I'm taking this too far,
or maybe too far was yesterday...
but I know I'm looking for a star,
that will grant my single wish,
for you to come to life someday.

I made up my mind when I cried,
when I choked and screamed for you...
all I want is something real.
Since you've never lived and died,
all I'm wanting is for you to be true.

My heart's a wasted mess,
and all I can think about is reality.
How can I love what I never had?
I became attached to something
that never existed to anyone but me.
I'm so alone and it drives me crazy.

Sarah Gammon ©
16/03/07

This is about dreaming of a love that isn't really there just because it can't really happen...it sucks, but, oh well.
Thanks for reading -xxx-.