My Soul Lost in A Dark Room

I'm looking for me all around
But I'm nowhere to be found
Everything seems so unclear
On the corner of each eye, stands a tear

A tear holding signs of pain
cant let it out 'cause there will come a train
trying to hide the train of tears from falling down
I don't want anyone to see me when I frown

I don't know where I am, or what I've become
I feel like I'm lost in darkness, looking for the light to come
Inside my flesh, I feel a soul walking in a dark room about to fall
Hands tired of sticking out, trying not to hit a wall

I can't see anything, nor can I see me
Is this how life is suppose to be?
In this darkness, things lurk within
Hurting me, my pain is really killin'

I find something in this dark room
Very cuddly and hold on.. But I let go all very soon
I didn't hold on for long, I didn't know what lied deep within
Probably an inside of bricks, knives, and lies that will cut me deep within

I'm lost, my heart full of pain
Holding tears that seem to be a flood of rain
I feel like my tears are drowning me very slow
My pain is held from a time very long ago