Heart Of Steel </3

Yesterday was just another day of blocking out the pain
its The drugs that help me keep myself sane
they dont even realize how it is i feel
they no I'm keeping secrets but my heart is grown like steel
not letting any of them in for its easier wen they go
yeah i no they wont stay for long that just one thing they never seem to do
always better things to do than look after a life you gave
maybe one day this lonely life will be saved
but for now I'm only waiting for you to leave just like any other time
in this life all mi problems alone i learned how to climb
through every painful thing without saying a word
even if it felt like i had through my heart a sword
that wen i found the weed to realize it all
but still walking round with my head held tall
not letting on of the pain growing inside my heart my mind...