Now You've Lost Me

Out of this pain and torture of my cries.
Is only my tormented life your prize?
Crushing me down; You're head laid by the crown.
I will never smile, only frown.
My heart in the puddle will drown.

With the blood and hate that struck my soul.
My loss in love is your goal.
To make me into something like you.
You will never be successful, for my heart is true.

You have pushed me too far, past the rim of light.
Now it is my turn to fight.
I will lose, this I know for certain.
You place my disabled soul behind a curtain.

In the cage with nothing to do but spill.
The glass of my wanted torpor will fill.
Spilling me down the endless drain.
All that is left of me is a stain.

I hope you are happy of what you've done.
Let your unforgiving, black soul burn.
Be thrown to never come back; You haven't won!
Give up, you've lost your turn.

I am the one; I enjoy this moment and savor.
You have let us cry and hide in fear.
I'm so lonely, there's too much to stake for.
I don't even want to be with myself anymore.