Demon battle

I thought that part of me was gone. I guess that I just needed a subtle push going down. You can't change who you are, you can only become someone your not. A fake. You act one way but once alone the demon's unleashed. He hypnotizes you with his mesmerizing eyes and your no logner yourself. You do things you would never do no matter how hard you pus h yourself not to. All the hardwork and glory;Gone. Face the truth I tell myself. I'm a lost, lonely, and confused little girl and will always be. I'm back to the life I always feared and hoped would never return. A question stands in the midst of the air, " Can I win a battle that I've already lost?"