Don't know how to be fine when im with out you,
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop.
Some days its hard to be around you,
there is so much I can't say, because its not worth risking.
You want me to hide this, but I cant stop breathing.
Just so you know, this feelings taken control of me,
but you see I cant help it.
I wont sit around, I can't let her win now,
thought you should know, I've tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want to, I gotta say it all before it goes.
This emptiness is killing me;
I'm wondering why I've waited so long.
Looking back I realize it was always there just never spoken.
Been waiting here, for the blur to disappear.
So this is my life, this is my time,
It's all ending tonight.
I made my mistakes an tried to live right.
Stepped out of this shadow an fear I was dealt with,
You seem to know that's all you wanted, that's the truth isn't it.
When I die, will people remember me?
Will they see the truth I saw through these lies?
And on my grave, what will it say?
"Here lies another soul that was saved"
Help me heal these wounds
they've been open for way to long.
I seem to always blame someone for these mistakes gone.
even if they are not your fault.
So tonight I choose my destiny,
To live with the suffering, punish myself for the innocent.
Don't think I want this; I hate what I have become.
I still stand on the bridge between death and hope.
Listen to the silent whispers; grasp hold of those moments,
Breathe her last breath, forgive those who can't forget.
