Disgrace

Staring in the mirror,
Examining my face,
Looking at all the negatives,
Calling myself a disgrace,
My face is to chubby,
My hips are too wide,
My legs jiggle,
Looking at my stomach makes me cry,
I turn away from the mirror,
And run to my bed,
I hide under the covers,
Blankets over my head,
I try to shut the world out,
Hide my ugly face,
I hate that to everyone I am beautiful,
But all I see is a big disgrace,
Iam hoping that they wont see me,
That maybe it will pass,
But instead my sister calls me disgusting and I think im fat,
So I continue to hide,
From the beautiful world,
I hope that one day,
I see that,
I am a beautiful girl.