Realizing suicide

Depression in my skin
Frowns upon my face
My life, my soul
Such disgrace

Sorrow in my bones
My hiding tears
Everything is here
Everyone of my fears

One night just one
I wanted to be free
I took too many pills
I took more then 3

I wanted to be gone
I wanted to have fun
But all i ended up with
Was something that is done

I took the pills
With alcohol too
I went to bed
And was going to be through

My body shaking
In beats
My head aching down to my feet

Throwing up wasnt a treat
Being so shaky
Scared me so bad

But that night when i was awake
I felt so bad
I didnt notice i was ODing
Until i felt the pain
Now i know for sure
In life theres is no pain, no gain