This my poem that I write to you
Because I no longer know what to do
I want you to just give me a sign
That everything will be fine
I want to tell people you are mine
Is it just me or does your face and body shine?
I want the chill of love to creep down my spine
But these thoughts of love never resign
I've already crossed the line
You are more than a girl...you are a beautiful design
But love and pain intertwine
I see your face in the mirror
My love for you has become too severe
I have to stifle back a tear
Loving you has become my career
I hide my face when you are near
And then I would like nothing more than to disappear
In my thoughts you always appear
I hear your voice in my head
I turn my music up to drowned it out instead
I eventually crawl into my bed
And cover up my ears with a pillow as my eyes turn red
Have you really forgotten all that we've said?
It's too late, my love for you has already spread
But you've simply turned your back and left me for dead
Nothing can heal my broken heart, no needle and no thread
The blood in my heart has already completely bled
I feel your hand brush against my own
I stare at your name on my cell phone
I have lost this game because it is my hand I have shown
My heart has become as hard and cold as stone
Without your love I am forever alone
The truth will forever be unknown
Your love for me will remain at the state of postpone
I smell your perfume on the soft breeze
And it brings me to my beaten knees
I want you to know your love is an infectious disease
And it spreads faster then the most efficient fleas
I search for you on mountains and in between trees
You never seem to hear my telepathic pleas
I taste your lips on the food I eat
It grows bitter and less sweet
Because you think I'm a lying cheat
For your love I don't want to have to compete
Our love was a button and you pushed "Delete"
Now I am cold and alone in the city street
It is my heart that scrapes along the concrete
I can't pull back...I can't retreat
I can't accept my own defeat
