Dieing flower

I guess i'm like a dieing flower
that once started from a seed
but The only water i get now
is the blood that i tend to bleed.

the blood that pours from in my veins
when everything seems to go wrong
the red liquid substance
that could force be to be gone.

it might sound sort of sad
but to me, it is not
because loosing all my blood
is making my body and mind rot.

and the rotting of me
just brings me to a smile
because my life will finally be over
since it had never really been worth while.