Today was just like any other. we hung out we laughed and joked and had fun...but not to the same extent we have in the past...
have we really grown apart so much. have you really changed so much? is this really the beginning of the end? besties for so long sisters almost. sharing thoughts constantly and emotions. now it just all falls apart. i prayed to be wrong but you've sensed it too only recently though.
i thought this would last we were inseparable or so we thought. finally proved wrong we were. I'm suffering so silently that you haven't even noticed it. no change to my expression just a solemn and numb look. you cant read me you just cant anymore.
things really have changed but one remains the same you still cry on my shoulder we proved that last night didn't we my friend. you cried you let me see what was troubling you just like everyone else... maybe you are like them and you no longer need me as much as you once thought.
final drop of at your place. will we see each other again? doubtful. todays goodbye was harder and more heartbreaking than all the others combined maybe this is the end maybe we just aren't the people we once were.
I'll still be here when you decide to come back to me but until then you've broken my spirit and my heart that held your friendship close you were the one best friend who treated me like a friend...and now....its come to its end.
whether unofficially or officially it seems that this is no more. your too far away for me to follow, yet you live so close but spiritually our connection has broken and that is that...it was our goodbye all strings severed memories remain but for now that is all.
secretly I'm hurting and crying but no one shall see not yet maybe not ever. for I'm losing all that i had i have one left but i fear maybe i will lose that friendship too. so this is a painful goodbye to you my bestie
