As I lay

As I lay next to thee,
I begin to cry as i shed a tear.
I lose control cant take no more,
I wish you could hear.

I took from you like no one did,
The wisdom that you shared.
Now i wish you could see,
All the tears that comes from me.

This isn't funny,
Please don't fake.
As i lay,
Your soul to take.

I take the gun that shot you too,
Draw it closer and close to who.
I draw it so close to me,
And heres a go to blow.

The final bullet left for Me..