Who am I

Who am I
I make people believe that I am this self-conscious person, which I'm not
They see me as a friendly young man
They think they know what's going through my mind and they know who I am but they don't

Who am I
I don't feel good about myself
I hate my looks
Hate my appearance
Hate my personality
But most of all my feelings
I'm a bad person
I just hate myself

Who am I
Don't know what I'm doing with my life
Don't know what I want to do with it
Don't know why I did what I did
I don't know why I'm the person I am

Who am I
I feel hate
I feel anger
I feel sadness
Is there no good thing in the world I'm asking myself
Why do I feel anger, why hate, why sadness and why pain

Who am I
Being ignored
Being hated
Being mistreated from people who claim to be friends
Being used
Always being left out
My loneliness is killing me

Who am I
Everywhere I look people kissing
People loving each other
Respecting each other
But where am I
I do love someone but it can't happen
Too far away she is

Who am I

I don't belong to this world
There is no place for me to be
People don't like to be with me
Even love turns its back on me
Growing strong bad feelings inside of me
Keeping em inside the monster or letting em out