I know you wonder why
I always try and say good-bye
I think for you I'd be best
You wouldn't always be stressed
I wouldn't be there to constantly blame
You for everything and how I became
I may want to go just to change
cause I know you can tell, I can be strange
random thoughts through my head
most times it's things I should never of said
You'd think I don't feel bad
But in the end everything adds
Even though I ruined your day
Eventually it will go away
Just like me too
I want to go but it's something I already tried to do
But it's you who must tell me to go
I don't do anything for you, you should know
But I want to be there
As much as I can for someone who showed care
I know I shouldn't of looked up to you
something you didn't know but look what you have to go through
I shouldn't of gone I know it's true
Ruined your life in the end but I'll try and convince you
That I shouldn't be in your phone
I should be trying to live on my own
But I want you to know who inspired me to write
It was you, Who made my life just right