As I sit in this place
The more I rout in this decay
Feelings so overwhelming
I can't push it away
The more sorrow I feel
Lonely lost it's really real
I just wish
One simple little wish
That I could get away
Away from this pain
This hurt and this reality
I want to scream aloud
I want to fight the world
Nothing seems to help me forget
Not even these narcotics
Running through my head
These images
Tainting all that was well
No longer sleeping nights
Dwelling in the dark
Fighting misery's grasp
Shaking from the last
I no longer wish this life
Wanting to fade back into the Earth
