Final Chapter

Final Goodbye

Ton paper, scribbles, and frustration have been the pieces of this tough and final chapter. There are memories I don't want to lose the night where the countdown is the highlight of the night, where midnight isn't long enough, your pink dress leaving a little bit of you with me, laying on the floor looking into your beautiful brown eyes, which I no longer can do because every time I see you we are miles apart from each other and you continue to walk away from me, and I feel as if every sunny day was for you and the rain was me missing you, storms were almost a constant in my life. You told me once that living without feelings helps me live a cold, hard, and dark life. If I continued this way I would find myself sad and alone with thoughts of what could have been. Maybe in another place and time we would be perfect together but I've rebuilt myself to be the opposite of when I was with you even thou it's so hard to change the insides. You met me with glasses and now you're a beautiful new woman, with new goals and ambitions. I can't pretend I won't think about you when I'm older cause we never really had our closure but this is as close as I'll get to the end the final goodbye a disappearing of the sun. But you deserved better than my car wreck and you received what you should have all along
Goodbye