Wishing to die...

Since i was born,
loneliness has always been my friend,
i don't know
with whom to talk,
i don't know
where to go,
destiny has always been cruel,
so many people around me,
but still i feel alone,
i tried destroying my life,
but always resisted it,
by making myself understand,
there might be someone for me,
someone who'll love me till death,
but now being hurt,
once more in love,
i have started to hate love,
everything seems to be hateful,
there is not a single reason,
for which i could live,
not even a single person,
on whom i could depend
i have lost everything,
in this hatred life
being alive seems to be a burden,
but after being dead,
every pain will be over,
it's better to be dead,
than to be alive...