Helping

This pain it sets
me free
the reality of the sting
brings the pain that i feel
inside to life

You say that
i need some help
but you don't understand
that the pain brings
me back to life

You want me to stop
the mutilating
of my beautiful body
you examine my scars
while yelling at me

Not realizing
that you yelling isn't helping me
it's making me do it more
how the bleeding, the sting
releases my pain, my worries

You tell me
if i don't stop
your going to enlist help
tell my Friends
about the cutting, and digging

But you don't understand
you trying to help
isn't helping me at all.