After time passed in our relationship
i saw your love dimming down
i saw the way you never called
as your "care" for me could only fade
In you
I saw this person, this wonderful person
that i still see in you today
no matter how you may treat me
my love for you will always be the same
In you.
I'm becoming this person
that I've always wanted to be.
I thank you for once loving me
Crawling on my knees only to touch your feet
not getting the attention or the love
that i realize i deserve
Holding on to your heart
mentally caressing you
Although on my part, love is greater than lust
I speak to things that shadow the heart
But i love the things that refuse to depart
and that is not you.....
does this mean i have no love for you?
I'm Confused.
I remember lying in my bed
while thoughts of you danced in my head
the want of hearing your voice,the need of your touch
and the essence of your past love for me
Is what i have to have
Am i selfish because i need you?
I use to sit and wonder
"what did i do to deserve you"
the dream come true
that turned out to be the darkest nightmare
but I'm willing to stay and find the light
No matter how you may treat me
my love for you will always be the same
