Let the Torturing Ensue

Listening to our song
Still wondering what went wrong
An endless supply of tears roll down my beaten face
I fear it is time to give up my pointless chase

But I've said that before and haven't followed through
Because I can't stop when I still love you

To give up on love isn't my style
So go ahead & laugh at me because I love your pretty smile
Your laugh burns my heart
Pull up a chair, my end is soon to start

Watch me day by day
Slipping further and further away
Into an endless sea of gray
This time things won't turn out okay

Where are you my love?
I can't seem to see you anymore
A sheet of black encases my eyes
And causes me to stumble and fall to the floor

Leave me be
Let me cry down there
I don't want to see
Your beautiful stare

Lend me a hand
And I'd push it away
There's nothing to do
And nothing to say

I breathe in the dust
Hoping to choke
And I attempt to drowned myself in my own tears
To the thought of the time we first spoke
Oh how long ago was that?
It seems like an eternity
But then again so does everything with you and me

What a fool I am!
To have based my life on yours
Because now you don't look my way
I feel like I've fallen fifty floors

But I'm still alive in a sense
In that I still have a body and a brain
But what I lack is a heart and a soul
And without them I am still slain

What is a broken man to do?
I guess you can just shut my eyes
And let the torturing ensue

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