I Can Feel It (This was written back in 2004)

My heart is pounding in my head,
The feeling inside that I fret,
Like someone watching,
And I know it,
I'll try to run away,
This feeling,
I can't show it.
Get away from this misery,
Don't look back,
It's my history.
Thinking and thinking,
In a panic,
I can't stand it,
I'm going frantic!
Feeling the blood rush through my veins,
Watching life's gun,
Taking it's aim.
From the deepness inside comes all the pain,
Life can't go on,
There's nothing to gain.
Pick the petals off my flower,
Teasing and taunting,
Make me feel like a coward.
Go away,
Leave me alone,
Let me die,
Then place my body in stone.
This feeling inside,
It's nothing I want,
There's nothing you can say,
To make this terrible feeling go away.
It's bad.
And I can feel it.