I close my eyes to see your face
I imagine I feel your warm embrace
I tone out all sounds to hear your voice
Unfortunately that's my only choice
When I dream with you it feels so real
Your eyes I see your touch I feel
I tell you all I failed to say
And always tell you “don't go away”
How weird the dreams are each and every one
I always feel so distant and you always numb
You look at me with such sadness and pain
And I always feel that I am somehow to blame
I love you more then words can ever say
And always will until my dying day
I am lost and afraid every morning when I wake
Knowing your not there the pain I can't take
We have created someone so special, you and I
And she asks me everyday why did Papi die?
Growing bigger by the second is the knot in my throat
Maybe one day I will have an answer for her, I hope
Why her, why me, why us three?
Could it be it just wasn't meant to be?
No, that's not it cause I am positive we were
A loving family of three, you , me and her.
