Lately my mind is acting quite strange,
It wants something new, needs a little change,
To be loved, that's all it wishes for,
To have one person of it's own to adore.
My heart is also has these weird desires,
To love one man is really all it requires,
And that is were the real problem comes in,
I'm in love with 2 boys, and it feel like a sin.
There's this guy, I loved for years,
I always will, for him I cry all my tears,
When I'm near him, it makes me so glad,
It makes me forget all the times I am sad.
But there is also a boy that I see everyday,
He's cute and makes me want to play,
When I look in his magical eyes I die,
I want to lie in his arms and fly.
The first one is my true love,
He will always be the one, he's sent from up above,
The second one is my latest crush,
But it's a really big one and he makes me blush.
The problem is, I don't know which one to choose,
With both I win and with both I lose,
They're both in my dreams and it just doesn't feel wright,
I don't know with who I have to picture myself at night.
But when I think about it, why would I even care,
No one ever loved me, no one answers my prayer,
Because my one and true love has already said no,
And the one that maybe does, is too afraid to show...
