The sleepless nights and never ending days
The flowing tears, this life is a maze.
One day smiles & laughter with no time to cry
The next I'm back to wanting to die.
Holding on to memories that linger in my mind
Thinking, how I will get through this bind.
I never imagined my life this way
What was so wrong that now I must pay.
From being so happy and so full of life
To feeling as if in my heart there is a knife.
Who would of thought love could hurt so much
What made me think I could live without your touch
I was so wrong to think I didn't need you
Cause now that your gone I don't know what to do
Which way do I turn, what steps do I take
What options do I have, will they be more mistakes
What lies ahead of me in this troubled life of mine
Will there ever be another moment when I will be just fine
I hope somewhere out there will be the answer to end my pain
Cause if no answer is found soon I just might go insane.
