Confused.
That is exactly what I am.
Do I want the really good in life?
Or, do I want the "bad" that is always offering a good time?
The good offers me stability and reassurance all through life.
While the "bad" would give me a lot more fun and love.
Both are appealing,
But both I cannot have.
I do not know if I want you to be good and stable,
Or if you should be "bad" and guaranteed good time.