The search continues

I've lost my reason, I've lost my friend, I've lost the someone who always put that smile on my face that would never go away, I never knew things would be this hard, I never knew what would happen, I never knew I would feel this way, I've lost myself and found something inside of me, something that I wish would have stayed inside and never come out.

I know I should stop but I can't, she means everything to me and I will never stop, not until she knows how I feel about her, and how much I miss her, how I think of her everyday, how she's the only person in my life I really cherished.

I could know every person in the world, no one would ever be able to take her place, I really don't care who you put in front of me, no matter if they plan on helping me or not, I'll find her myself and tell her that I love her.

Until then the search continues....
I love you Mary and will always look for you.