I wish you were here,
but your nowhere near
due to that one year
when I never faced my fear.
To you, I didn't want to hear
and to me it was clear
I desperately wanted to lend an ear
but the silence hit me like a spear
and doesn't disappear
causing me to tear.
For the one I hold so dear
has caused my life and eyes to blear
O, I wish you were here!
This is dedicated to a friend who is very dear to me even though she may not know it due to my shyness and fear. I guess I was afraid of the silence we use to never have when we talk because that is what makes me realize our friendship can't be what is once was, due to mistakes she and I made which hurt us both.