It doesn't hurt, I swear.
The pain of loneliness is nothing new.
Every ounce of pain in my heart is unknown to me,
Because after all these years my heart has become immune to pain.
What is it thought hat I feel inside now?
Surely, its not the pain of being alone.
Maybe its the pain of rejection I feel inside this time.
Its not that I put anything into us,
And its not like we ever had anything.
No matter how much I try to make you see me,
I will always be a friendship.
You've charmed me with your wits and good looks.
You've captivated me with your charm and sweetness.
You've managed to have my thoughts consumed by you.
The only thing that you haven't managed is to see me as the one you want.
I shouldn't expect you to see me as more than a friend,
No guy ever does.
I just hoped you would be different, and I might get a chance.
So, this time I cant lie to you.
The pain does hurt; my heart isn't immune to this pain.
Rejection and loneliness has taken a toile on me,
And now that I see you and know you,
Everything hurts, and you are all that will ease the pain.
