I was afraid of the truth
So I hid behind this so called smile
People worried, i told them i was alright
Instead i cried myself to sleep at night
Everyday was just a another face one that was fake
and no one knew the real me
they didn't know my favorite color was pink
or my favorite drink
instead they knew the fake me
One night while i cried my self to sleep
my father said the phone was for me
as i answer and said hello i wonder who could it be
it was a friend one that was worried for me
i thought no one noticed till i realized people cared.
Now i see people can love me for me
so now theses smiles are real
and I'm the real deal.
and no more crying myself to sleep at night.
