Die Die Die!

Why do i even try
when everyone just wants me to die
i will never be worth a thing
i am a pointless creation
why was i made
was it for some personal funny joke
to watch me fall and cry every night?
No one knows how i feel
and how i know no one likes me
i hate how they all try to pretend
i don't know how much i can mend
but they don't know behind my smile
i filled with fears and tears wanting to come out
i need someone to listen to me
but no one is there
so i hide everything inside which
isen't really working
how much can i take before
i start to break
why can no one listen
it is like im not even alive
i cry on the outside and die on the inside
but no one cares or gives a damn
because they all just wish i would die