In One Big Beautiful Blow

I've played right into your hand
I've fallen into your lap
It's amusing how I'm so foolish
That I laid myself in your lap

As I close my eyes
In a state of relaxation
You stick a knife in my back
What pours out is my infatuation

But my love remains untouched
Sure I want it to go
But, like a waterfall,
It continues to flow

Don't look in my eyes
Because you'll be scared of what you see
Something has taken control
Something deep inside of me

It's clawing its way out
And when you gaze upon my eyes
It will finally break free
With blood curdling cries

You've turned my life around
And believe me that's not good
When my life was perfect before
But I did everything I could

And you took it all away from me
But I guess you didn't know
You ruined my entire life
In one big beautiful blow

-----------------------To P.G.----------------------------