The lie

I was so close to taking the pills
if only my phone didn't ring
i would now be lying on the floor
with dark red blood dripping from my skin

cuts all the way up my arms
and the knife lying in my hand
to think that all i wanted
was someone to listen and understand

i guess ill have to try again
this time make sure i die
i cant go on living
my life is just a lie

saffie
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