Falling

Your falling downward
Spiraling to nowhere
Nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing matters
Your god has failed you
Hope has died
You've become nothing
But a waste of space
Suddenly, but still subtle
The world becomes so big
And you've become so small
You hoping that someday
You'll regain all control
And everything will come back
You want to stop falling
So there will be an end
Suffering will cease to exist
And you'll become happy once again
But in the meantime
There's no end to your perilous drop
You want to die
And end it all
I mean who cares...Right?
Wrong...
Although you may not see it
Your always loved by someone
You just don't notice right now
Because your hurt so much

Your head is throbbing
It has been now for at least a week
Tylenol doesn't help,
in fact it only makes it worse
It's all because you want to know why
Why you've been left all alone
Why no one cares anymore
Why your heart has become so small
Just why
You've been thinking for so long, it seems
The reality is...You won't find your answers
Not like this at least
All you have to do is move on
You can still worry about the future
But right now, enjoy the present
As you start becoming more happy
You'll start to fall a little slower
After you stop worrying that no one cares
You'll gain self confidence
And stop falling all together
As you live more happily
And talk with your closest friends
Maybe finally one day
You'll get climb out of your depressing rut
That you have fallen into.