Here I Lay

Here I lay and think about how things used to be
Bach when it was just us; just you and me
I wanna change things back to how they were
But we both know that that change may never occur
Pain, stress, and tears is all that i can reveal
If i could only tell you how i really feel
It's kinda like love isn't real
The lines you told were never true
The only things missing were untold truths from you
I sit lost in this world wondering if this pain and suffering will end
I sit here and wonder why- there are no tears but i feel the strong urge to cry
As i sit and suffer i know one thing is true-
The reason it hurts so bad is because i really loved you
I wonder why i feel so bad
The feeling that i feel is way beyond sad
It's like my heart was crushed and thrown into a bag
through all my sorrows it hurts so bad...
it hurts so much, but i think it could all be healed with his touch
I never expected to fall so deep in this crater
Now i sit so low just a few days later
Why did i fall so deep in love???
Now only thoughts of him hover above
Love's a complicated game that i just had to play
I guess i made this bed and now here, i have to lay
Here i lay in love with him
Here i lay wondering why i love him so much , but still i wanna cry
Here i lay thinking of my baby's face
Here i lay with tears rolling down my face...
... Here i lay