Grab the thoughts that float around.
Take them by the neck and slam them to the ground.
Tell it to them, tell them that they have to leave.
I'm sick and tired of letting myself deceive.
Lying to the people who mean the most.
The guilt haunts me like a lost ghost.
Deciding to push everyone away.
This is where my friendships start to decay.
Losing people who I need to be near.
Realizing my single most terrifying fear.
That I'm a lost soul and mind.
Wandering around completely blind.
Iv saw nightmarish things, the devils beast.
On my mind he constantly feasts.
Can I still be saved?
Can a new road still be paved?
Who is to blame?
Look at what I have became!
I'm the one who is at fault.
My feelings I'll keep locked in a vault.
Hoping for someone to figure out the combination.
Maybe then I'll find sweet salvation.
Until then I'll live my life in the dark.
And someday a journey Ill embark.
To find the truth hidden within.
And this vicious battle I'll surely win.
